When forging turns to following
the ego child turns to adult
© Meisaan Chan
When forging turns to following
the ego child turns to adult
© Meisaan Chan
O morning sun
splayed out upon the concrete world,
upon we who hide in buildings and cement –
undaunted, you still caress
the outside
hoping to awaken us on
the inside
© Meisaan Chan
The foundation of adoration is surrender
Deeper surrender, deeper adoration
© Meisaan Chan

For those who are struggling with the emotional roller coaster of being unemployed or job seeking, here is a gentle time to reconnect with your self-worth. Being un/underemployed is excruciating: On top of the emotional and physical isolation, you can feel the judgments of society, interviewers, loved ones, and self, on top of financial hardship, anxiety, and more.
It can be hard to lose sight of your intrinsic worth. Come reconnect to your deepest value.
What to expect:
You will be led through a gentle visual meditation of sending your roots deep into your intrinsic self-worth, your unmovable value. No matter the storms you face or the messages you receive from those around you, you will be led to a place of emotional independence from these external messages, to a place of tending, care, grounding, and interconnectedness.
When: Thursday, August 12
Time: 11 AM-12:30 PM CT
Cost: Free
Register: HERE
See you there, my friends. – Meisaan
Follow fear: Bang on wall
Follow me: Pass through wall
© Meisaan Chan
Heart amazed
at gentle presence
some call God
© Meisaan Chan
Words reduce
I do not
© Meisaan Chan
There once were two stones who were bathed in the love of the Lord. When they were awake and mindful of this love, they were filled with inner stability and strength. When they fell asleep, they forgot this love and were filled with fear. One day, the first stone fell asleep while the second stone stayed awake. The first stone was filled with fear. “Wake up, my friend, wake up!” the second stone cried, awakened the first stone, and both were well.
The next day, the second stone fell asleep while the first stone stayed awake. The second stone was filled with fear. “Wake up, my friend, wake up!” the first stone cried, awakened the second stone, and both were well.
The third day, both stones fell asleep and were filled with fear. The night was long that night. At the deepest, darkest point of the night, the stones were so filled with fear that a raven flew down and woke them up. The two stones cried out gratefully, “Thank you, sibling Raven! Come join us so we can awaken you when you fall asleep!” Raven replied, “I do not belong with stones, I am a raven. I saw you in your fear and felt mercy, for I, too, know the fear when asleep.” The two stones responded, “We are different in every way, it is true. But we have experienced the same thing: The deep fear when asleep. Come, sibling Raven. Let this one common desire – to awaken each other when we fall asleep – be our bond.” “Is one common desire enough to satisfy all these differences?” Raven responded. The two stones replied, “What is deeper than the desire to stay awake and be filled with inner stability and strength?” The raven flew off and deliberated on this question all day. When it was dusk, Raven returned to the two stones and said, “You are correct: Nothing is deeper than the desire to stay awake. So, I will join you, that you can awaken me when I fall asleep as well. However, I am a creature of the air; when I need to be among my own, I will do so.” The two stones rejoiced and said, “Our common desire is strong enough to bond us together and flexible enough for you to be among your own!” And so, the raven joined the two stones, and they all watched over each other, keeping each other awake. They remained filled with inner stability and strength, and all were well.
© Meisaan Chan