Tag Archives: surrender

Parable of the rescuer

There once were four women in deep despair, as they had lost everything they loved from a menacing world. The first woman said, “All is lost. Nothing is left. There is nowhere to go from here.” And she perished. The … Continue reading

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Overflowing help in the wasteland

Over and over I confronted the wastelandand over and over I screamed to you for help –not once did you fail or even delay,deluge of rescue, salvation, and supportpoured into my lappoured until I could no longer holdpoured until flowing … Continue reading

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The scream for existential help is the scream for transcendence

The more I screamed to Godthe more God rescued;the more I lostthe more God revealed its face It is not easy to scream for existential helpbut it is the scream for transcendencethat God makes a path where there is none … Continue reading

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The most beautiful thing a Rescuer can hear

Help me, I need you, I say to the LordDelighted, the Lord says to me © Meisaan Chan

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New sacrifices

God no longer asks for burnt offeringsbut for timeand trustand “yes” © Meisaan Chan

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Addiction

Only God, cries my soul:Stop giving me everything else – © Meisaan Chan

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The zipline to the heart of God

Having the courage to be vulnerableis a zipline to the heart of God © Meisaan Chan

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