Tag Archives: self-hatred

Break this death

My body fears me and I fear my body: Break this death, O Lord © Meissan Chan

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When hunger is one of the most important holies

You know you are starving and you know that God is food and is precisely in that next feared step: Take it! Follow the food! You are skin and bones! © Meisaan Chan

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Vigilance

Be on guard for self-hatred that most toxic of poisons © Meisaan Chan  

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Protector

Sometimes I thwart my own happiness and am the foil for my own plans; O Lord, hear me: place me in your eternal womb; protect me from myself and my potential harm © Meisaan Chan

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Your endless self-hatred can find an end

Your endless self-hatred can find an end when you put down your images and take up my image for you, O beloved one © Meisaan Chan

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