The parable of the pond

There once was a pond that lay in the middle of a forest. It was a large pond, one that had curves and inlets and hiding places. This pond had areas of fresh, flowing water but also areas where the water sat stagnant. Where the water sat stagnant, the area was foul and poisonous – deadly bacteria infested the water and animal carcasses lay half-submerged, covered with biting flies. There were whispers of alligators.

But if you were to endure the stench and explore the pond, you would notice that the pond had a current. And if you were to follow the current to the source, you would find that the pond was fed by a fresh, flowing spring. And you could cup your hands at the source, bring them to your mouth and drink this water, and drink and drink. You could build your house right there at the source and live there forever, and this water would provide for your needs.

Some people never found the source because they smelled the stench of the pond before they even saw it. Could you blame them? Others left because they were repulsed by the rotting carcasses or had been warned about the alligators. Could you blame them? Still others never came because they’d had loved ones die from the infested water. Could you blame them?

You could live in your little house that you built right there at the source and never emerge from the forest again. But the thing is, in that region there was a great drought, and there were many people searching for water, dying of thirst. Many came to the pond with great hopes but couldn’t find the water to drink or they drank stagnant water and left sick. You could let them do that. Or you could make a path in the forest, with signs pointing to the source. You could do that. Or you could make a canteen and fill it to the full, then go out into the dryness-land and tell people about the pond – about the dangers as well as about the fresh, flowing spring and how to safely arrive. You could do that.

© Meisaan Chan

 

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Outside of church

How freely the Spirit roams outside of church,
for she is not reined in by stone walls
or theological walls or even walls of thought,
but settles where she wishes
granting homes for the homeless
and abiding with the meek;
nothing is outside of her
– she ignores all lines –
filling, then spilling over

© Meisaan Chan

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Coming to peace with dysfunction in the church

For some things:
Let it do what it does
be healed: You follow me

For other things:
Fight it out, bear your teeth
speak my words, the Lord of justice
be healed: You follow me

For yet other things:
shake the dust and walk away
be healed: You follow me

© Meisaan Chan

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Blessed are the followers

who know that church is not a social club
or a place to preen and be honored,
but that it is a place of discomfort, to die and die and die,
and then these people do

© Meisaan Chan

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Credo

I believe in jesus
who prioritized wholeness and healing
of skin and mind and womb
and political institutions
and the institution of the tabernacle;
I believe in the man
who came to preach the way of death as the way to life
and wasn’t afraid to walk that way
to give us a fine demonstration;
I don’t know if I believe in the resurrection
but perhaps that’s not as important as the message of the resurrection,
that love can die and still conquer all,
for there are, sadly, great numbers of people
who believe in Jesus Christ the Son of God
and yet are petrified to die,
who listen and read and kneel and profess
and have not heard his words

© Meisaan Chan

 

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Year 34

It was supposed to have been a great year.
More teaching, more dancing, more toasting,
more sunsets, more excursions on the sea –
he had been planning for it all. But then
things took a bad turn and the plan fell apart
and he had to scramble and improvise another
plan, one that had to be even better than Year 34,
since Year 34 wasn’t in the cards. So that’s what he did.
But it’s not like he was waiting for that day since
he was born – that would be a little sick. And it’s
not like that day had to happen, either; it happened because
certain people had certain weaknesses, as well as certain authority,
and they tapped into the fear and shame and dark
thirst for power within the human heart. And the thing is,
he could have run away from it all, but he was, in essence, a teacher,
and at the last moment he found a better way to teach, one
in which he sadly needed to give up that starry sky,
that dawning sun, that bread at tomorrow’s breakfast.

© Meisaan Chan

 

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Jesus’ fury – or – Proof of Biblical censorship

Jesus gets mad once – only once! –
as if anger is a flaw on the surface of the great, placid ocean
but if you were to ask a fisherman if a storm rages over the sea
only once in a lifetime, how he would laugh at you
how he would laugh

© Meisaan Chan

 

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Jesus is not a superhero

Jesus is not a superhero
come to save us from the villain;
this is not Gotham City
and we are not its denizens;
This sentimentality clouds our vision
and renders us hostage to sloppiness
when really, the way is about precision:
with the exacting care of a jeweler
we carve our way along

© Meisaan Chan

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Because Jesus always said “Follow me,” not “Worship me”

If the music died
and churches crumbled
and words of praise faded away
and there was no fawning audience
or stage or altar
or packed parking lot,
there would still be those
who would pick up their walking sticks and follow
but the identity of these might astonish

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I do not like the name of Jesus

I. I do not like the name of Jesus
the banner of closed-hearted
fear-filled, gay-bashing,
homogenizing, culture-killing
small-minded, Koran-burning
earth-raping, white privileged
politicianed, women-hating
superficial, two-faced, cold-stoned
materialistic, chauvinistic
power-hungry, blind-eyed,
out-of-sync, double-standard
who-has-the-holiest-asshole –

II. Jesus says:
please don’t judge me
by my followers.

III. the Light is there, in that room
along with the fiery left and the icy right
– or maybe it’s the fiery right and the icy left –
seizing, groping, swearing, trampling, all
surrounded by the throng of the
tepid middle.
I watch them;
I do not belong, I say, and
I pick up the Creation and the Mystery
and leave.

© Meisaan Chan

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