I will give you times for rest, says the Lord
but how you often pass over my gift
for the rut
© Meisaan Chan
I will give you times for rest, says the Lord
but how you often pass over my gift
for the rut
© Meisaan Chan
If your heart is a closed door
all around you, you will behold closed doors;
If your heart is a wide, open field
all around you, you will behold infinity
© Meisaan Chan
Each wave takes such tremendous resilience to withstand
but using different vision: the life! The life!
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O God my protector
all bows before you
and the moment I try to protect myself
all devours me
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The darkness is easy to dispel, says the Lord:
one little light and it is gone –
but the shadows! The shadows!
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With just one swerve, the path turns foreign,
other-worldly, hostile to life –
still, I go with you
still, I lead the way
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You can fear walking upon the razor’s edge
but sometimes there is no other place to walk
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I leave the pew
and get in line for that little wafer that I don’t understand
in a community I don’t frequent:
I am a stranger in this semi-foreign land
and in the other line of people
a little girl looks at me, then hurls herself, her soul, her body
into my arms. “Hello!” she cries out over the music
and, stunned, I get down on one knee,
look her in the eyes, and say, “Why hello there, honey,”
and the two of us stop both communion lines
as the mother tries to apologize,
as I hug that angel who’s so fiercely hugging me
and who, in her own dazzling way, with soft feathers, is welcoming me home.
© Meisaan Chan
Deep shadows, bold morning light
rain still sliding down my window,
the world, slick and golden, glowing from within –
and then the gold is gone, fled,
leaving only drenched flatness
but I remember what just passed
I remember the vision
© Meisaan Chan