Category Archives: anxiety

I travel the world looking for my love

Posted on May 24, 2019 by Meisaan Chan

I travel the world looking for my love;in airports, on the streets of VeniceI constantly refresh my browser, aching for just a glimpse of your face, aching for the ways you bend delight into the curvature of my heartand how … Continue reading →

Posted in addiction, anxiety, contemplation, Feminine God, Food addiction, Haiku/haiku-esque poetry, meditation, Poetry, PTSD, Recovery and healing, Rumi-esque, Scripture riff, Spiritual search, Uncategorized | Tagged blindness, desire, journey, love, search, sight, Spiritual search, wander | Leave a comment

Trust me more, says the Lord

Posted on May 16, 2019 by Meisaan Chan

Deepen into infinity – do you really think that you’ve arrived? © Meisaan Chan

Posted in addiction, anxiety, Food addiction, God speaks poetry, Poetry, PTSD, Recovery and healing, Scripture riff, Spiritual poetry, writing | Tagged confidence, emptiness, humility, infinity, surrender, trust | Leave a comment

Throughout the journey

Posted on May 14, 2019 by Meisaan Chan

Throughout the journeyyou will stumbleyou will climb;the fall is not badthe ascent is not good:Listen! © Meisaan Chan

Posted in addiction, anxiety, compassion, God speaks poetry, meditation, Poetry, PTSD, Recovery and healing, Spiritual strengthening exercises, writing | Tagged climb, help, help me, journey, listening, obedience, stumble | Leave a comment

Walk the earth naked

Posted on May 13, 2019 by Meisaan Chan

Walk the earth nakedplunge your face into the meat of lifeno time for delicaciesno timeno time © Meisaan Chan

Posted in addiction, anxiety, compassion, Food addiction, meditation, Poetry, PTSD, Spiritual poetry, writing | Tagged abandon, passion, razors edge, surrender, time | Leave a comment

The promise

Posted on May 2, 2019 by Meisaan Chan

I will lead you through the fireand bring you to the resting place © Meisaan Chan

Posted in addiction, anxiety, compassion, Food addiction, God speaks poetry, Haiku/haiku-esque poetry, meditation, Poetry, PTSD, Recovery and healing, Rumi-esque, Scripture riff, writing | Tagged calm, chaos, fire, haiku, help, help me, peace, promise, rest, writing | Leave a comment

The parable of the two women climbing the mountain

Posted on May 1, 2019 by Meisaan Chan

The kingdom of heaven is like two women climbing a mountain. The first woman made it all the way up to the top; the second woman stumbled and fell the whole way. On the way back, they both died and … Continue reading →

Posted in addiction, anxiety, compassion, Food addiction, meditation, Parable, Poetry, PTSD | Tagged compassion, eternity, failure, help, help me, infinity, mountain, Parable, women | 2 Comments

When the world stops spinning

Posted on April 30, 2019 by Meisaan Chan

When the world stops spinningand you and I meet at lastI, in deficit, without shoes and starvingYou, abundant:Finally, in stillness,I accept what you’ve been trying to give © Meisaan Chan

Posted in addiction, anxiety, Food addiction, Haiku/haiku-esque poetry, meditation, Poetry, Rumi-esque, Scripture riff, writing | Tagged acceptance, chaos, contemplation, emptiness, help, help me, meditation, poverty, stillness, surrender | Leave a comment